vodka and sprite

last saturday night, i went out to meet my Chinese friend, Jon.

inaaya nya ako to go clubbing with Rizuan (oo si Mr. Stuttering hihi).

akshally, i hesitated to go out with them kasi magmumukha lang akong shaperown chaffuerown chaperone..

eh kasi naman magjowa sila before and now they are starting to date again..maluluma ang Popoy-Basha love team sa kanila teh..!truth!

besides, alam nyo naman na hindi ko peg ang mga clubbing na ganyan kasi magagalit ang organizers ng Carousel Productions noh..

pero since ang middle name ng pinsan ng hipag ng pamangkin ng lola ko sa tuhod sa mother side ay Calladquareen, aba siyempre gumow na ako..hihi #alamnioyan

so bago kami pumasok sa club eh naginuman muna kami ni Jon sa soyaling lugar..sa ganda kong toh, dapat sa classy place nya ako dalhin noh!

where?

dun sa sidewalk sa labas ng 7eleven na binilhan namin ng isang litrong sprite pang chaser sa vodka nyang nakalagay sa mineral water bottle..

pak na pak db?!sayang yung Vera Wang kong gown that night, dun lang pala kami magiinuman..

anyway, since muslim si Rizuan, hindi siya umiinom. so mega kwento lang sya at chat with his phone..

accidentally, napansin ko kung sino yung kachat nya sa phone..very familiar yung name, and since me picture dun sa tabi ng name, nakita ko din kung sino.


"hey Rizuan!are you chatting with Ricky..?" i innocently asked.


"yeah..?but hey you know him?" Rizuan replied.


"hey Athena, how did you know Ricky??" gulat na tanong naman ni Jon.


Athena: "..we have been chatting for quite sometime now..why??"


Rizuan: "huh?!really, but hey how did you know him ??"


Athena: "..we chatted and exchanged numbers through Bendr..you know Bendr right?just like Grindr..?"


Jon: "Oh my, Athena are you serious???"


Athena: "like hell yeah?halluer do i look like im making up stories here..?duh??" (chos)


Rizuan: "So it means Ricky is also gay..?"


Athena: "ay hindi siya beki teh! nagexchange nga kami ng numbers eh at plano pa naming magmeet and manood ng cine dati..of course noh!halleur?!my gosh ha, so slow.." (chos ulit)


aba, gulat na gulat nga ang dalawa dahil kilala ko si Ricky, si Ricky na walang malay, si Ricky na ang tanging kasalanan ay mabighani sa photoshopped kong photo sa Bendr..chos!


Rizuan: "hey Athena, can i borrow your phone and can i see you conversation with Ricky?"


siyempre dali dali ko namang inerase yung mahahalay muna..

so are you top or bottom?i can be whatever you want me to be dahrlin..

can you send me your dick pic?im dying to see it..

hello my place is free now, you wanna come over..?

etchos lang noh!

we talked nothing about those..decent kaya ako..ako rin kaya ang reigning Bb. Dalisay sa sitio namin..hihi


Rizuan: "..wow im really surprised Athena..do you know where he lives?.."


Athena: "he stays at Bukit Panjang also, just near your area..you stay there too right..?"


Rizuan: "yeah..!and he just lives next to our place..he is my neighbor..and i have known him for like ten years already, and i didn't know that he is gay..!"


Athena: "huwaat?!then i could have seen him when i went to visit your place last time..!"


Rizuan: "yeah..and are you aware that he has a girlfriend..?"


Athena: "ahaha..huwaaaatt again?!?nooooooee, i don't know that he has a girlfriend..well, i shouldn't be surprised, obviously im more beautiful than his girlfriend..no wonder he wants to have my number before..aha-aha-aha..!"


Jon: "..Athena, you haven't met him yet, right..?"


Athena: "we haven't met yet, coz im zow beeshee with work and other stuff..why..?"


Jon: "..so i guess you are also not aware that Ricky is deaf and mute..right?"


Athena: "aha-aha-aha..of course noh! we haven't met pa nga eh..........."




and then there was a moment of silence...



suddenly i felt like i cant hear the sounds of the cars passing by...



suddenly the voices of people and music that emanates from the nearby clubs disappeared...



suddenly all i can hear is my heartbeat..and the blood that rushes through my veins...



i looked around everything seems to be moving slowly around me...



and then all i can see is Rizuan and Jon...



unconciously, i dropped the papercup of vodka mixed with sprite...



i am shaking my head while i slowly closed my eyes..



then i felt my warm tears flow out of my eyes...



i took few steps backward..



i covered my face with my cold hands and leaned on the wall..



oo..



alam nyo na ang nangyari...



nagpadausdos ako sa pader..



and guess what??



masakit..



hindi kasi naka-tiles unlike sa banyo..



magaspang teh!



parang yung batong pang hilod ko lang dati nung naliligo pa ako sa batis..



hihi



chos!



seriously, i was really surprised when they told me he is deaf and mute..

maybe because Ricky didn't mention to me anything about his condition..i have known him for quite some time now..from time to time, we chat but we haven't got the chance to meet yet..

but honestly, i didn't feel sad when i learned about him, instead i felt very excited to see him..and i'm not scared on how are we gonna communicate when we meet..


FYI: i mastered the sign language for the Alphabet..(effective tool kasi yun para mangopya nung highschool especially pag multiple choice at matching type yung exam hihihi) and i know some of the basic words/phrases/sentences using the Sign Language..salamat sa Kapwa ko Mahal ko..natuto ako..hihi



i don't care if hindi niya marinig ang 12 seconds na pag sustain ko sa F#5 na note..

i don't care if hindi niya marinig ang halinghing ko at mapang akit kong ungol..

and i don't care if hindi nya masasabi sa aking ang mga linyang, "Oooh sh*t Athena ang sarap ng ginagawa mo..urrgghh.."


chos!

well, in my 25 years of existence (credits to ate Venus for that wonderful opening statement), i never had the chance to meet and to have a friend like Ricky..

he is way much different from others, and that what makes him more special..

"i know i will learn a lot from him..

i know he will make me realize a lot things..

i know he will give me a new perspective on how to live with a purpose..

i will learn lessons and gain wisdom that no words could ever define..

i feel lucky to know him..

he is a good guy..

i know he is..

i felt it.."

- Athena

P.S.
Oh dba pang beauty queen ang closing statement ko..??
aminin nyo yan..!
level up na si Athena..
hihi charla!

stuttering

An Anecdote:

minsan isang gabi, naglalakad ang mga reyna; ako, si Venus, and Shamcey pauwi sa aming baluer..we are listening to the live version of Love Takes Time ni Mariah Carey sa youtube..

-----oO0Oo-----

bridge:

You might say that it's over

You might say that you don't care

You might say you don't miss me

You don't need me

But I know that you do

And I feel that you do

Insaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyydddddd...!

Venus: "O hayan na yung whistle, pakinggan nyo mabuti live yan teh..!"

Athena: "Hay hay, magbigay pugay kay Aling Mariah, magsitigil tayo sa paglakad please..?!"

Shamcey: "Wow ah..kelangan tumigil talaga?!"

yes mga ateh, we really froze in the middle of the sidewalk and we closed our eyes as we listened sa ever-famous na whistle ni Mariah..hihi 

#bekimoments

-----oO0Oo-----

love namin ang music..

musically inclined beauty queens kasi kami hehehe

especially yung mga E5, F5, F#5 at mga G5 notes na effortless binibirit ni kumareng Regine at ni aling Mariah..hehehe

pero siyempre, mas bet ko pa din yung mga cut, uncut, pinkish, veiny, long, and hard notes..hihi #alamnyonayan 

anyway, since and inyong abang lingkod, Athena, ay narito na sa Singapore, dapat ay peg pa rin ang pakikipagkaibigan sa mga ibang lahi.

hindi natatapos sa Miss Earth Pageant ang aking Miss Congeniality spirit..hehehe

Thanks to Venus at nakilala namin si Mohammad Rizuan Bin Rashid, 25, Singapore!

He is Malay, muslim, stands 5 feet 4 inches tall (half inch lang difference namin..hihi tangkad namin noh? char!), singer, dancer, and an artist..

oo nasa una siya sa pila nung nagsabog si Fairy Godmother ng talent..maaga nagising..hehe

well nasaan ako that time?andun din ako..wala ako sa pila noh..!

organizer na ako nun..usherette lang ang peg para maayos ang distribution hihi

anyway, i just wanna feature his video that i uploaded on youtube..hehe

here watch nyo hihi..

bongga lang db?! ateng Jessica Sanchez ang peg!hihi

im still asking him na gumawa pa ng ibang covers.. by the way, he can also sing tagalog songs..hehe ill be featuring him again pag me new videos na..hehe #fanatic

FYI: gumawa din ako ng cover dati..yung mababa lang na song kasi baka walang mag view pag di ko na sustain yung high notes..

What kind of Fool I am and kinanta ko dun..oo ganun kababa..

inupload ko din yun sa youtube noh..

kaso di ko na mahanap ngayon..

nablock pala yung video..

tagged as "Offensive and Explicit" ang aking creation..!

ibang mic kasi ang gamit ko nun eh..hihi #alamnyonayun

but wait!there's more!

hihi

the next thing i know naka 86,342 views na siya..at me 5 stars na rating..!

pero wit sa youtube nyo makikita..

try nyo isearch na lang sa xtube..hihihi

title?

"Athena What Kind of Fool Cover with cumshot"

hihihi

chos!

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si nurse jay, part 3

For Part 1, click here

For Part 2, click here


FYI: this entry has been made october last year. supposedly ito na ung last part but something happened and then i realized, i have to make the fourth part pala..hehehe

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sa pagbungad ng taong 2011 at siya namang hudyat ng paghihiwalay ng aming magsing-irog na si Nurse Jay..

buong puso kong tinanggap ang kanyang paglisan kasama ang aking mga panalangin na muli ko siyang makita at matikman ang kanyang natatanging alindog..hihi

hindi ko alam kung sadyang mabait talaga siya, o kaya naman ay mahal niya talaga ako, or sige na nga, maganda talaga ako sapagkat hindi siya nakalimot tumawag sa akin nung dumating siya doon..marahil ay nararamdaman niya ang aking pag aalala kaya siya'y tumawag..

"Engineer, andito na ako. Okay naman dito maayos naman kami..mga Pilipino din ang mga kasama ko sa bahay.."

sa pagkakataong iyon, ay nadama ko ang pakiramdam ng mga kababaihan na iniwan ng kani-kanilang mga asawa upang maghanap buhay sa ibang bansa..sapagkat isa na akong katulad nila..hihi

makalipas pa ang ilang buwan ay nagpasya na din akong umalis sa aking trabaho at paunlakan ang imbitasyon ni Ate Venus na magtrabaho na kami ni Shamcey  dito sa Singapore..

kay Nurse Jay ko din unang sinambit ang mga naging plano ko..mula sa araw ng pag alis, lugar na titirhan dito sa Singapore, at pati brand ng panty na isusuot ko pag nagkita kaming muli..ganyan ka-detalye akong mag kuwento sa kanya..

naalala ko pa, todo siya magsend ng message sa akin sa Facebook nun upang makibalita kung me interview na ako, kung may trabaho na ako, at kung okay ang kalagayan ko dito..

napakasarap pala na me kasama kang nagaalala sa mga nagiging balakid mo sa buhay..ngunit wala nang mas sasarap pa sana kung matitikman ko na siya..hihi

kahit nasa magkabilang panig kami ng mundo ay hindi pa rin kami nakakalimot na magkamustahan..hanggang minsan nasabi niya sa akin na uuwi daw siya ng Pilipinas (early 2012) upang magbakasyon..

plano ng kaniyang pamilya na sila ay magpunta ng Boracay sa kanyang bakasyon..masaya ako para sa kanya sapagkat alam ko namang sabik na sabik na siyang makasama ulit ang kanyang pamilya sa Bataan..

pero since ang scientific name ng aking pangalan ay malandicious makatinensis hindi ko napigilang tanungin kung me chance bang magkita kami if uuwi din ako pag umuwi siya ng Pilipinas..

"oo naman Engineer!" yan masiglang sagot niya..

kung alam ko lamang ang date ng kanyang bakasyon ay talagang magpapabook na ako nung araw na iyon pauwi ng Pilipinas hehehe..

ewan ko ba ngunit sadyang mabait ata ang tadhana sa akin, sapagkat mayroong magandang balitang sinabi sa akin si nurse jay..

pictures

sa sobrang saya ko eh tinawagan ko agad ang Sanofi-Aventis upang mag order ng one year unlimited supply ng Lactacyd..uugaliin ko nang gawin itong mouthwash in preparation for the upcoming event next year..chos!


hindi ko lubos maisip na dito pa kami magkikita ng aking iniirog..


ansaya ko nang matanggap ko ang mensahe niyang iyon..


sa sandaling iyon ay madami nang naglalaro sa aking isip..


ang puting kumot..


ang bote ng red wine sa side table..


ang mga nagkalat naming saplot sa paligid..


hay..


tamang tama, sa March din ang birthday siya, sisiguraduhin kong magbo-blow siya ng candle ng kanyang birthday cake, at didilaan nya ung icing ng cake ko..chos!

hahaha

itutuloy..



NOTE:

my apologies..

sorry if i haven't updated my blog since my last post..madami lang naganap sa buhay namin nina Venus at Shamcey..busy kasi sa mga sari-sarili naming areas of responsibility..

more stories to come..=)