Thursday, September 06, 2012

vodka and sprite

last saturday night, i went out to meet my Chinese friend, Jon.

inaaya nya ako to go clubbing with Rizuan (oo si Mr. Stuttering hihi).

akshally, i hesitated to go out with them kasi magmumukha lang akong shaperown chaffuerown chaperone..

eh kasi naman magjowa sila before and now they are starting to date again..maluluma ang Popoy-Basha love team sa kanila teh..!truth!

besides, alam nyo naman na hindi ko peg ang mga clubbing na ganyan kasi magagalit ang organizers ng Carousel Productions noh..

pero since ang middle name ng pinsan ng hipag ng pamangkin ng lola ko sa tuhod sa mother side ay Calladquareen, aba siyempre gumow na ako..hihi #alamnioyan

so bago kami pumasok sa club eh naginuman muna kami ni Jon sa soyaling lugar..sa ganda kong toh, dapat sa classy place nya ako dalhin noh!

where?

dun sa sidewalk sa labas ng 7eleven na binilhan namin ng isang litrong sprite pang chaser sa vodka nyang nakalagay sa mineral water bottle..

pak na pak db?!sayang yung Vera Wang kong gown that night, dun lang pala kami magiinuman..

anyway, since muslim si Rizuan, hindi siya umiinom. so mega kwento lang sya at chat with his phone..

accidentally, napansin ko kung sino yung kachat nya sa phone..very familiar yung name, and since me picture dun sa tabi ng name, nakita ko din kung sino.


"hey Rizuan!are you chatting with Ricky..?" i innocently asked.


"yeah..?but hey you know him?" Rizuan replied.


"hey Athena, how did you know Ricky??" gulat na tanong naman ni Jon.


Athena: "..we have been chatting for quite sometime now..why??"


Rizuan: "huh?!really, but hey how did you know him ??"


Athena: "..we chatted and exchanged numbers through Bendr..you know Bendr right?just like Grindr..?"


Jon: "Oh my, Athena are you serious???"


Athena: "like hell yeah?halluer do i look like im making up stories here..?duh??" (chos)


Rizuan: "So it means Ricky is also gay..?"


Athena: "ay hindi siya beki teh! nagexchange nga kami ng numbers eh at plano pa naming magmeet and manood ng cine dati..of course noh!halleur?!my gosh ha, so slow.." (chos ulit)


aba, gulat na gulat nga ang dalawa dahil kilala ko si Ricky, si Ricky na walang malay, si Ricky na ang tanging kasalanan ay mabighani sa photoshopped kong photo sa Bendr..chos!


Rizuan: "hey Athena, can i borrow your phone and can i see you conversation with Ricky?"


siyempre dali dali ko namang inerase yung mahahalay muna..

so are you top or bottom?i can be whatever you want me to be dahrlin..

can you send me your dick pic?im dying to see it..

hello my place is free now, you wanna come over..?

etchos lang noh!

we talked nothing about those..decent kaya ako..ako rin kaya ang reigning Bb. Dalisay sa sitio namin..hihi


Rizuan: "..wow im really surprised Athena..do you know where he lives?.."


Athena: "he stays at Bukit Panjang also, just near your area..you stay there too right..?"


Rizuan: "yeah..!and he just lives next to our place..he is my neighbor..and i have known him for like ten years already, and i didn't know that he is gay..!"


Athena: "huwaat?!then i could have seen him when i went to visit your place last time..!"


Rizuan: "yeah..and are you aware that he has a girlfriend..?"


Athena: "ahaha..huwaaaatt again?!?nooooooee, i don't know that he has a girlfriend..well, i shouldn't be surprised, obviously im more beautiful than his girlfriend..no wonder he wants to have my number before..aha-aha-aha..!"


Jon: "..Athena, you haven't met him yet, right..?"


Athena: "we haven't met yet, coz im zow beeshee with work and other stuff..why..?"


Jon: "..so i guess you are also not aware that Ricky is deaf and mute..right?"


Athena: "aha-aha-aha..of course noh! we haven't met pa nga eh..........."




and then there was a moment of silence...



suddenly i felt like i cant hear the sounds of the cars passing by...



suddenly the voices of people and music that emanates from the nearby clubs disappeared...



suddenly all i can hear is my heartbeat..and the blood that rushes through my veins...



i looked around everything seems to be moving slowly around me...



and then all i can see is Rizuan and Jon...



unconciously, i dropped the papercup of vodka mixed with sprite...



i am shaking my head while i slowly closed my eyes..



then i felt my warm tears flow out of my eyes...



i took few steps backward..



i covered my face with my cold hands and leaned on the wall..



oo..



alam nyo na ang nangyari...



nagpadausdos ako sa pader..



and guess what??



masakit..



hindi kasi naka-tiles unlike sa banyo..



magaspang teh!



parang yung batong pang hilod ko lang dati nung naliligo pa ako sa batis..



hihi



chos!



seriously, i was really surprised when they told me he is deaf and mute..

maybe because Ricky didn't mention to me anything about his condition..i have known him for quite some time now..from time to time, we chat but we haven't got the chance to meet yet..

but honestly, i didn't feel sad when i learned about him, instead i felt very excited to see him..and i'm not scared on how are we gonna communicate when we meet..


FYI: i mastered the sign language for the Alphabet..(effective tool kasi yun para mangopya nung highschool especially pag multiple choice at matching type yung exam hihihi) and i know some of the basic words/phrases/sentences using the Sign Language..salamat sa Kapwa ko Mahal ko..natuto ako..hihi



i don't care if hindi niya marinig ang 12 seconds na pag sustain ko sa F#5 na note..

i don't care if hindi niya marinig ang halinghing ko at mapang akit kong ungol..

and i don't care if hindi nya masasabi sa aking ang mga linyang, "Oooh sh*t Athena ang sarap ng ginagawa mo..urrgghh.."


chos!



well, in my 25 years of existence (credits to ate Venus for that wonderful opening statement), i never had the chance to meet and to have a friend like Ricky..

he is way much different from others, and that what makes him more special..


"i know i will learn a lot from him..

i know he will make me realize a lot things..

i know he will give me a new perspective on how to live with a purpose..

i will learn lessons and gain wisdom that no words could ever define..

i feel lucky to know him..

he is a good guy..

i know he is..

i felt it.."

- Athena



P.S.
Oh dba pang beauty queen ang closing statement ko..??
aminin nyo yan..!
level up na si Athena..
hihi charla!







Thursday, August 09, 2012

stuttering

An Anecdote:

minsan isang gabi, naglalakad ang mga reyna; ako, si Venus, and Shamcey pauwi sa aming baluer..we are listening to the live version of Love Takes Time ni Mariah Carey sa youtube..

-----oO0Oo-----

bridge:
You might say that it's over
You might say that you don't care
You might say you don't miss me
You don't need me
But I know that you do
And I feel that you do
Insaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyydddddd...!

Venus: "O hayan na yung whistle, pakinggan nyo mabuti live yan teh..!"

Athena: "Hay hay, magbigay pugay kay Aling Mariah, magsitigil tayo sa paglakad please..?!"

Shamcey: "Wow ah..kelangan tumigil talaga?!"

yes mga ateh, we really froze in the middle of the sidewalk and we closed our eyes as we listened sa ever-famous na whistle ni Mariah..hihi 
#bekimoments

-----oO0Oo-----


love namin ang music..

musically inclined beauty queens kasi kami hehehe

especially yung mga E5, F5, F#5 at mga G5 notes na effortless binibirit ni kumareng Regine at ni aling Mariah..hehehe

pero siyempre, mas bet ko pa din yung mga cut, uncut, pinkish, veiny, long, and hard notes..hihi #alamnyonayan 

anyway, since and inyong abang lingkod, Athena, ay narito na sa Singapore, dapat ay peg pa rin ang pakikipagkaibigan sa mga ibang lahi.

hindi natatapos sa Miss Earth Pageant ang aking Miss Congeniality spirit..hehehe

Thanks to Venus at nakilala namin si Mohammad Rizuan Bin Rashid, 25, Singapore!

He is Malay, muslim, stands 5 feet 4 inches tall (half inch lang difference namin..hihi tangkad namin noh? char!), singer, dancer, and an artist..

oo nasa una siya sa pila nung nagsabog si Fairy Godmother ng talent..maaga nagising..hehe

well nasaan ako that time?andun din ako..wala ako sa pila noh..!

organizer na ako nun..usherette lang ang peg para maayos ang distribution hihi

anyway, i just wanna feature his video that i uploaded on youtube..hehe

here watch nyo hihi..


bongga lang db?! ateng Jessica Sanchez ang peg!hihi

im still asking him na gumawa pa ng ibang covers.. by the way, he can also sing tagalog songs..hehe ill be featuring him again pag me new videos na..hehe #fanatic

FYI: gumawa din ako ng cover dati..yung mababa lang na song kasi baka walang mag view pag di ko na sustain yung high notes..

What kind of Fool I am and kinanta ko dun..oo ganun kababa..

inupload ko din yun sa youtube noh..

kaso di ko na mahanap ngayon..

nablock pala yung video..

tagged as "Offensive and Explicit" ang aking creation..!

ibang mic kasi ang gamit ko nun eh..hihi #alamnyonayun

but wait!there's more!

hihi

the next thing i know naka 86,342 views na siya..at me 5 stars na rating..!

pero wit sa youtube nyo makikita..

try nyo isearch na lang sa xtube..hihihi

title?





"Athena What Kind of Fool Cover with cumshot"




hihihi

chos!


Monday, August 06, 2012

hiatus

"i can vividly remember the same exact feeling i had when i started to compose my first-ever blog entry..i got a lot of things in mind to share but i just can't find the right words to start with..its too profound that words are not enough to describe them.." 

- Athena, TIME Magazine August 2012 edition Interview

lels.

hihi pang beauty queen ang opening statement!alamnionayan!

yes im sooo back bareback!chos!

i want to tell and describe every detail of the things that had happened for the past months..

(kaso baka mahihiya ang gaytube.com, xtube.com, and lifeout.com pag kinwento ko..hihi)

but there are things better left unsaid..

things are meant to be kept in private..

yes..

private..

parang ako lang, private and exclusive..

hindi pwedeng angkinin ng lahat..hihi

on a serious note, i have been away and haven't updated this blog for a few months.

i have been busy pestering the lives of Venus and Shancey..i have been trying my best to make their lives more miserable..ganyan ako kabuting kaibigan sa kanila..chos!

but to give you an overview, we have met a lot of people for the past months.

we met new set of friends, who are responsible for making our lives more colorful and unforgettable..

some of us gained new relationships, some of us lose friendship..

disclaimer: but we didn't lose lose our virginity..intack na intack pa din ang mga hymen namin noh..hihi

kaya rin ako di nakapag blog kasi baka ung kwento ng mga buhay nila ang mafeature ko..so malamang parang gumawa lang ako ng entry sa Dear Xerex page ng TikTik noh!puro bold scenes kasi..chos!

anyway, enough with the drama..

i wanna blog again.. thanks sa naginspire saken na magsulat ulit..

oo ikaw un PAPA BJ JUBO JUBO JEYBI JEYBI JB (hay anu ba yan mispelled palagi..)

i wanna start na new phase of my blogging career..chos lang!

salamat sa mga nabibilang sa daliri kong mga readers..me free dotted condom kayo saken..oo teh, dotted para mas feel nyo..hihivjust send a PM to me, at ako mismo magsusuot sa inyo nun..hihi

parang ganito lang..


galing ni ate noh!

sa kanya kaya ako ng undergo ng 3-day non-stop training..

super exciting yung oral exam mga teh..hihi naginvite kasi kami ng boys eh..

so itatanong nyo pa ba kung sino ang nakakuha ng top score?!?



haller!of course its not me!



in fact nga bagsak kaya ako..

yes i failed the exam..

shy kashi ako nown eh..boko shobihin nilo ekshpurt ako sha poglogoy non..wit koyo..first time ko ngo long mokokito nong condom eeh,, (ganyan ang shape ng mouth ko after..hihi Ohh na Ooh)..hehehe

kaya nag enroll ulit ako ng training..pero absent ako sa first two days..

sa oral exam lang ako pumasok..

and voila!

Imperial, Athena Miss Water 2011 : 99.9% 
(oo ate parang rating lang ng Safeguard yan hehehe)


ako ang highest scorer..hihi

gusto nung actual video?hihi wit na!madilim eh..nakapatay kasi yung ilaw..hihi and maingay si koya!chos!baka mabingi kayo..hihi

o sha!

andito na boss ko..

hihi ciao!